SDM - Sar Dard Management

In 7-8 months I would have reached that phase of my career where I would have to take many important decisions which would determine the path that the rest of my life would take. I am 24- almost 25, have had a reasonably easy life. No big achievements, no clue whatsoever about the future; in short similar to the other 98% of 24-25 year olds around.

So what's the problem you say???

Well the big problem is that my "Antar-aatma" which was lying low the last 24-25 years has suddenly become active. Questions like "What will you be 5 years from now?", "Why don't I have a girlfriend?", "What have I achieved that is worthwhile in life?", "when will I ever grow up?" , "why don't I have any focus?" torch my brain like the awesome heat of Delhi.. The phenomena is heightened whenever I am alone.. I tried finding answers for some of them but I drew a blank everytime; u see, never thought about such things earlier.

As many of the great philosophers say, it is necessary to have answers to all such questions, but do we really have to?? Isn't life itself a great big journey of self-discovery, where one finds the answers with time. Is life all about planning and being organized? Though I admire the people who have planned out their future well in advance, shouldn't there be people like me to balance them, people who give meaning to the world clueless.. See now, all this thinking has made me blurt out all the mumbo-jumbo in this paragraph, I have no clue about..

Some distractions do occur which prevent me from too much thinking

-for e.g. exams in my college, I have lost count of them here
- blogging, to vomit out all the crap
- also a recent distraction; like Voldemort it can't be named, but I will keep u guys updated about it.
-occasional parties
- friends
- tasty junk food
- movies on my lappy

All the signs of a lazy, good for nothing creature..


Till Next Time

Sarath

P.s - The Blog Title is the name of a course in our college, obviously elaborated by me.